Things That I Have Learnt About Myself This Year

HELLLLLLOOOO 2009!!!! (goodbye 2008...) Well.. Well.. Well.. This is indeed a mighty big chunk of personal stuff that I am going to share with all of you peeps. It is not something which you can consider a simple thing to do you know.... I mean opening up and telling everyone stuff about yourself. Not everyone can do it but here I am, doing something which the ‘old ME’ would never have done. Hey! That is something new that I have learnt about myself. Hehehe..

Okie let’s get down to business. Firstly, I’ve found out that I am capable of living independantly and to stand on my own feet because you don’t have your parents here to constantly remind you to iron your clothes, to do your bed, to do your homework ( I know that is kind of extreme), to have your meals, to have your ‘royal bath’ and other normal stuff pertaining to our daily lives. I have also learnt that I actually have full power and control over my mind and body. Meaning that, once I set my mind that I want to do something, I can actually do it if I keep myself disciplined enough. That is the tough part because most of the time we just prefer to let time pass, pass, pass. That is something that will eventually lead to a major catastrophe. I am dead serious about this.

I also found out that I NEED to motivate myself every single day by positive self talk in order for me to be able to get through the day without any regrets. Life is short, so live it without regret. Arguments, dissapointments and frustrations only wears us off and makes our life even shorter. I am DEFINITELY sure that all of you wants to live a long and happy life right? So, avoid from all that.

Before this, I was in a serious relationship with this guy. He was a very sweet guy, good looking, financially stable and quite intellectual. Kind of the ideal xmas gift that every girl yearns for. But sadly, things didn’t go how it should be, our relationship got haywire, maybe it was my fault, or his fault. I have no answer for that. To cut things short, I was very unstable when we had to say goodbye to each other. Well some of you may find this very tacky but the message that I am trying to convey is really important. It took me a while to get back on my feet. Even though it was a very bitter pill to swallow, I managed to stand up and I can proudly say that I am a much better person now and I am mentally, spirituallly and emotionally stronger. So girls, if your love life doesn’t work out well, don’t cry and dwell over the past. It doesn’t only smudges your mascara, it also tortures your sensitive soul and makes you feel like a useless old broom. So why should we go through all that? Our tears are too precious to be wasted on break ups. Thanks to the experience that I’ve gone through, I am much more mature now and I made a vow to myself that I will never get into another relationship till it is really time for me to meet my ‘shining knight in armour’. Haha.. Now that is funny. I thought those words only existed in fairytales.

Here is a little something that I wish to share with all of you honeybuns who have been so sweet so as to view my entry this time.
Remember to keep your thoughts positive, for your thoughts become your words,
Remember to keep your words positive, for your words become your actions,
Remember to keep your actions positive, for your actions become your habits,
And remember to keep your habits positive, for your habits become your destiny...